Forging True-self .

Here I have no limits, I have no boundaries.

I’m like a blacksmith at a foundry.

I make my swords in any shape.

No dull blade will I make.

My swords are softer than steel.

My will is harder than iron.

My blacksmiths heart is like a lion.

The armour I forge is lightly worn,

it blocks not swords, but it absorbs.

Made from malleable substance

It provides shelter from the winter,

warmth from the cold, or defence.

Shimmering into any shape or form,

its love adorned.




If I could lay my head on the lap of an angel.

and sleep in her arms of forgiveness.

I would be blissfully content.

I’d dream like a child

I’d smile like a baby

But I’d wake a man

Then a man could stand, no challenge to his pride.

In the morning you’ll be with me.

Love will open my eyes.

You might not be there.

But I will see you.

The yuga cycle, and the end of an age in the universe.

Firstly a bit about who I am… Important to note I am not someone who has been a spiritualist for any great part of their life. (but if you have your head wrapped up in technology this could be a good read)

I was a competitive gamer for like the last 13 years, I can honestly say I was addicted to the Adrenalin rush. Recently I had a spiritual awakening, ‘God’ sent me an angel, and I glimpsed the face of true joy. True joy is not being a prisoner to materialism. It is becoming love itself.


The Yuga Cycle doctrine tells us that we are now living in the Kali Yuga; the age of darkness.

The Indian epic The Mahabharata describes the Kali Yuga as the period when the “World Soul” is Black in hue; only one quarter of virtue remains, which slowly dwindles to zero at the end of the Kali Yuga. Men turn to wickedness; disease, lethargy, anger, natural calamities, anguish and fear of scarcity dominate. Penance, sacrifices and religious observances fall into disuse. All creatures degenerate. Change passes over all things, without exception.

It is important we seek spirituality and God in this current age.

For when we move into the next age it will be so evident to those who cause harm to the world that their minds will not let them rest.

Overthinking has become a huge burden throughout Earth.

Those seeking spirituality and God find clarity.

Those seeking to raise their awareness into the value of life, valuing the subtleties of grace, will become free of their burden.

In 2025 the Kaliyuga is said to end.

As we near the end the ego mind needs to be dealt with by love if we are to save our planet.

The end of the Yuga will inevitably be followed by cataclysmic earth changes and civilization collapses,

Rise spiritually now.

Time is of the essence.

Its important to realize all religions are pointing to the same place and not get confused by any particular concept.

They point within. God has been conceptualized about for ages, but we all hold different words, and words are of the past. God is here now in the present moment and the understanding cannot be held by a words or concepts alone.

We need to seek within.

This Guru reiterates:


Look within yourself and rise in love consciousness.

Even the bible says without love I am nothing.

God says in the bible he knows all the names of the stars in the universe.

With such an all knowing God it would be ridicules to assume he does not know ours.

The stars here are metaphorically likened to the light within each man and women.

A spiritual light. We have a galaxy of divinity within us waiting to be explored.

Its evident millions across the globe are being effected by this spiritual wave of truth.


While its also evident the global consciousness is suffering from coming into the discovery of technology and getting a grip on its addictive power. While our lives become easier and easier we are in more danger of falling further and further into sloth, lust, gluttony, greed of wealth… to name a few… and with the invention of television – (Telling lies to our vision), confusion.

So many have this evident confusion buckling their spirits making it easier for moral iniquity to destroy their inner peace.

Be selective with what you immerse yourself in, look to the holy religions for spirituality. Buddhism, Hinduism, Islam, Judaism, Christianity, and more. You don’t need multiple sacred texts, but I mean more that the Belief is whats important to get you out of this technolyzed rut. Thou if you have studied science your whole life and see everything that way and it keeps you in good spirit then that’s its own form of enlightenment. If you have spent your whole life as a gardener, let the garden be your paradise. I do not believe there is any specific right teaching. All teachings are right when we walk with grace.


On Wikipedia this knowledge if we study these 2 links.

In prophecy its told.

And perhaps if we open our eyes and look around us we will see

Prophesied events during the Kali Yuga

one states Gurus will no longer be respected and their students will attempt to injure them. Their teachings will be insulted, and followers of Kama will wrest control of the mind from all human beings.

Kama (Sanskrit, Pali; Devanagari: काम, IAST: kāma) means “desire, wish, longing” in Indian literature.[3] Kama often connotes sexual desire and longing in contemporary literature, but the concept more broadly refers to any desire, wish, passion, longing, pleasure of the senses, the aesthetic enjoyment of life, affection, or love, with or without sexual connotations.[4][5]

I personally believe this KAMA has got something to do with the creation of artificial intelligence, computers affecting our sensory canals to the point of delusion.

The Jehovah’s witness’s believe GOD himself is coming back soon, though who knows if that’s got something to do with A spiritual awakening (the god within) or an outer presence.

This is an article more in depth about the yugas




Days of Silence

Heart beats fast

Silence eats me,

Silence breathes me,

Heart beats loud

Your knocking at the door once more.

Silence hides

Love Rages inside

Tears tempting to caress my eyelids

Forcing me to decide.


Hold on?

How much longer can I take?

No end in sight, the beginning melts away.

One hand in the doorway.

One foot on fate

My eyes on love

Your best interests

All along I believed I would find you.

I have died every day waiting for you

but I don’t know

If a man can wait a thousand more

Every hour has come to this

One step closer to the edge

Can I miss the fall.


(Shout;out to Christina Perri for a few lines)

RIP Chester Bennington



I was playing in my garden today,

and I found some freedom

I quickly thought to use it

to steal more of yours

then I reconsidered,

and wondered

is she free,

perhaps its not to be.

well I guess she is

but lets wait and see.

lets see if it will last for me

lets just wait and see what happens

when the freedompire burns

and night finds morning.

lets see if the flames rage on till day

or if my mind will heart betray




Something on opening the heart.

By swami chaitanya keerti (OSHO fragrence)

“Some relationships appear so beautiful that we don’t want to lose them and become possessive. Then comes bondage leading to suffering and misery. Relationships create extreme reactions in our being – either we become possessive or start escaping. And these extreme situations are not healthy and harmonious. They have nothing much to do with love -they are weaknesses, dependence on others. They keep our mind, heart and emotions in turmoil. They are not nourishing.”


This is in direct contrast to the spectrum where love rises us to feel the energy of ‘God’ the bondage can lead to the ‘Madness’ when our emotions and mind are in total turmoil. (Often a seeker might struggle between the two spectrums) It requires great inner strength for us to go on the Rising in love journey I spoke about in the posts ‘Awakening from love’. At some point in our journey if we can no longer cope we simply have to rest or take a break. The point is, these ‘extreme reactions in our being’ can invoke enlightenment or they can actually invoke suffering on those around us and in some cases people even off themselves. Before willingly taking on this kind of love challenge its advised to be a very learned spiritualist, or seeker and to deepen ones knowledge. And on the other hand build up ones heart, and body with practices like yoga or working for no ‘reason’ not motivated by fear or greed. If we go into this challenge unwittingly it may lead to the opposite end of the spectrum.

For myself it was a constant struggle not to fall into that ‘bondage’ and I certainly fell at certain points. Though with wisdom and finding the ‘right’ person, at least one of you should certainly understand when to ‘Flee’ when the other is not ‘Rising’ anymore. Distancing yourself can be the only way to save them if they start spiraling downward into “Dependancy”. Though its also important to note if you both have similar goals and wishes, unfortunately we are still human beings and hearts change. We must admit to ourselves the truth of the moment, not what we believe the truth of the future or past was. That is not to say, I think ‘Believing in love’ And ‘Letting Go’ are the same thing. We can still believe and we can also ‘Let Go’.

It takes a discerning eye, and inner awareness of our thoughts to understand the subtle differences of the nature of our thoughts and where they might lead us. Also an understanding of our breaking point, and capacity to hold love. The more we live consciously the greater our capacity to hold love without falling into that madness becomes. I certainly believe people like Mother Tereasa and other saints had a Pheonomenal capacity to love hundreds. The normal state of the human in the world to do rests with a select few, or inner crowd. By loving GOD learning his ways, or by things like following The Noble The Eightfold Path of Buddhism for example we can build up our capacity. Find people who are vibrating at higher consciousness and let them rub off on you, avoid people that suck your energy away and leave you feeling drained.

Glimpse’s of Heaven


Its like having heavens gate right before me, glittering gold arches with  indescribable beauty circle the fortune within.

But the key feels so far away, covered by the grey.

The space between an endless dream.
I’m forever hearing of the untold world within,

It’s gradually destroying everything that I am,

and I worry if there’s a breaking point, I never want to become lost

with no eyes for my most cherished.
Her shine obliterating me of ego, filling me with madness.
The imagination growing wild keeps planting weeds

to obscure the sight.

I say, I’ll spend a hundred years in solace, to full my crown,

and fashion a helm of light.

Help me to cleanse my soot, and erase my stain God, let my Goddess sing me a few more notes to brazen my heart with endless courage.

Help me to reclaim my innocence, and chop off the heads of greed and pride.

I will be praying for more of her sweet calls to numb my brain.
Taking over my mind, seeping into my being.
Often charging me with surge’s of divine energy.
Later filling my soul with pain as the sound fades.
Making me feel like a king.
Then making me beckon like a leper.

Now crushing jealousy, I will steel my heart with patience forged

and await the endless death.

But for a while I might just keep dreaming.

Eden, a beautiful garden, a life of bliss – Oh I pray

How can I get in God, how can I be that which see’s

that which frees, and that which leads all to become her.

How can Love possess my eyes and put the clamp on righteousness.

Leaving only an open gate forever streaming out the light.

And all those who knock will simply burn away if its not there they should

Destroy me so we might be one.
Because you know when god comes knocking at his gate,
It will certainly open.
This I know, but that I that knows won’t be there to see.
So I wonder what ‘there’ the point will be.

The beach

You probably go to the beach regularly

perhaps on weekends.

You probably know the burning sand on your under-feet

welcoming its familiar kiss.

You must be like a mother to the waves


I don’t know…

Its been many years since I felt the ocean.

Since I felt her waters, how many I cannot tell.

One day I foolishly said no more of this icy torture

No more… In technology I will dwell.

Though now I wonder,

How I ever missed that perfect swell.

And now I miss you

Where to signup to become your seagull



I imagine you to be a guru

I imagine you to be a godess

I imagine me and I forget what I am

My soul wades on the river bank

You swim inside, diving deep,

I wonder if that’s your gift

The gift to dream

The gift god gives all his angels

A beautiful life

A beautiful mind

A song I can only hope to find


Suffering finds me well

a comfort from my last hell

Drying out my mind,

He bleaches in the sun

The radiance of your love

The burning in my body felt

The ego wailing in its agony

burn him more, please I beg you

Destroy me!

End me!

Help me find oblivion

Grant me endless peace in your arms

I am at your feet.